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Ahh I'm feeling so much better now...I did a 45 minute cardio workout, then did some stretching. I was so hot so had a cold swim then a shower and I'm feeling so good now. I don't know why I haven't been working out every day! I'm feeling quite hungry now but think I'm just going to drink some water...and then I have to start studying! Ahh I have such bad allergies though! How's everyone else doing???

Peace&Love
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I don't know what's going on with me. I feel so empty. Unmotivated. Ambivalent. Sad. Unsure. I haven't felt like this in so long, and I'm beginning to wonder if maybe food really has 'masked' all these emotions/feelings for the past 2 years? Obviously I have been allowing emotion but this feeling is just so strange...I'm unsure of how I'm feeling? Sorry..I know I'm not making any sense, but right now it feels like nothing is making sense?
Also, I'm in the middle of writing my final exams (I'm in my last year of school) and I just have NO desire to study AT ALL! I mean, what is wrong with me???? These marks determine whether I get into uni or not and it's as if I'm just trying to ignore that fact.
I'm so sorry, I know I'm ranting but I just feel so alone in this and I'm really confused! :( Please help me! Hope everyone else is ok! x xx
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I miss you all so much! X

Hey everyone :) God. . . I haven't been on here in aaaaages and only just realised how much i miss all of you :) wow! Well i just thought i would drop in and say hi, but will update my entries soon. Will update evryone new aswell! Love you all xxxxxxxx
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 hey gals.
so my plan was to have a cereal bar for breakfast, but we dont have any in our house. any suggestions of something i can have with similar cals and kinda the same?
thanks
xoxo

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hi, sorry for being one but i just have so much to say!
i wasnt going to do this until i lost a few pounds, but anyways, here are my stats....
CW:134
HW:136
LW:105
GW:125
GW2:115
GW3:110
GW4:100
Height:5'64

anyone with similar stats????
xoxoxoxo